Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Day 5 of stims and a big fat 0

Not looking good.
At the ultrasound, doctor grumpy basically said it looks very quiet in there, there are no follicles to measure and although the antral ones are still there that's all there is.
I go for another U/S on Saturday am, armed with my trusty DP for moral support, and he said that they need to see something then for it to be a go.
I am pumping myself full of heavy duty high dose meds and nothing.
To me, that spells lots of words that are expletives.
I cried on the way to work, ran my staff meeting, worked some more and left at 4pm, after having a grande gingersnap latte.
It already feels like it is over.

6 comments:

anofferingoflove said...

oh shit. honey, i am so sorry to read this news. i've got my fingers and toes crossed for you that those antral follies got a wake-up call today and will get busy growing with the help of all those drugs. sending you (hugs). dont give up yet!!

Mommy and Mamita said...

Sorry to hear about your follies being slow out of the gate so far. I hope your ultrasound on Saturday brings better news. I will be thinking of you.

KM said...

(((hugs))) I am not giving up hope for you yet. I am sorry that it wasn't better news but I hope that the next u/s is much better and your follies are just being shy right now.

tireegal68 said...

thanks peeps - glad for the hugs and messages of support!
TG:)

pleasantlyfurious said...

I'm really sorry to hear this, Claire. Be good to yourself.

updownandsideways said...

well that just sucks. how was the appt this morning? any better news?